lleufer's Xanga

5 days in New york

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:35:39 GMT

5 days~~

can't wait..

the food..

the lights...

WANT!!!!

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 02:49:37 GMT

want some stuff...
wondering when i could get it

Samsung omnia

and New Sony Vaio

yes i have expensive taste...

........

donate?

Ich habe diesen Scheiß satt!!

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 15:00:06 GMT

i'm getting tired of these indesicive people....
its always like this..

after one thing's done..
another one comes up...
its never ending...

maybe i should take a step back from this Scheiß
please less drama..

omg....
drama all the time...

want to get mad but wat for..
getting mad for this? its not worth my time,my feeling...

if it's gonna be like this..
im gonna make a border
make a line
separate myself...
like i used to did before...

yep its not worth my time

just get back to the old Picil
the picil who is quiet..
picil who always makes a border or line

Ich habe diesen Scheiß satt!!

ps. wkakka.. im cool huh?
could understand german

i know rite?!!? picil is one hell of multi talented person...
(narcist moment)

FAIL!! BIG TIME

Fri, 01 May 2009 18:44:01 GMT

tried to made bolu kukus or indonesian steamed bun...

but fail big time..
first.. its not blooming, the cake supposed to be blooming but because of my stupidity.. the recipe said its gonna take 15 mnt to steamed it..
15 min was over so.. i opened it and its still not all steamed yet..

and the hot boiled water was gone the second time so i tried to add more water.. and yepp its still not blooming and still wet..

so lucky i have my back up plan...
simple cheesecake that i could make in the matter of 1 hour...

such a failure..
but its taste good thou
eventhough its bantet...

さようなら

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 22:17:38 GMT

さようなら、愛した、大切な人
こぼれたなみだが雪に換わる
さようなら、ないてた昨日までの僕
しずかにめを閉じて

さりげなく方を寄せて
まどべにもたれた
少し照れたしぐさで
僕は笑っていた
かるくほほにキスをして
歩あるいて行く君を
ずっと見てた

さようなら、愛した、大切な人
こぼれたなみだが雪に換わる
さようなら、ないてた昨日までの僕
しずかにめを閉じて

小さめのテーブルで
二人だけの夢を
見えない未来さえも
怖くはなかった
初めてのアルバムに
うれしそうな君を
そっとみてた

さようなら、愛した、大切な人
君への重いだけはきっとのこる
さようなら、ないてた昨日までの僕
しずかな夜だね

sayonara … aishita taisetsu na hito
koboreta namidaga yuki ni kawaru
sayonara … naiteta kinou madeno boku
shizukani me o tojite

sarigenaku kata o yosete
madobe ni motareta
sukoshi tereta shigusa de
boku wa waratte ita
karuku hoho ni kisu o shite
aruite yuku kimi o
zutto miteta

sayonara … aishita taisetsu na hito
koboreta namidaga yuki ni kawaru
sayonara … naiteta kinou madeno boku
shizukani me o tojite …

chi-same no te-buru de
futari dake no yume o…
mienai mirai saemo
kowaku wa nakatta
hajimete no arubamu ni
ureshisou na kimi o
sotto miteta

sayonara … aishita taisetsu na hito
kimi e no omoi dake wa kitto nokoru
sayonara … naiteta kinou madeno boku
shizukana yoru dane

Goodbye, my beloved, precious one.
Tears spill and turn to snow.

Goodbye, myself who cried until yesterday.
Quietly now, close your eyes.

Brushing past my shoulder
You leaned against the window.
With a little bit of bashful behavior,
I was smiling
Slightly you kissed my cheek,
I was staring at you,
as you walked away

Goodbye, my precious loved one.
Teardrops turn into snowflakes.
Goodbye, myself , who grieved until yesterday.
Now just close my eyes…

Sitting at a small table together,
we shared our dream together.
Even though our future was uncertain
I was not scared at all.
Because, looking at our first album together,
you seemed so happy in it
And I was just staring at you.

Goodbye, my beloved, precious one.
Only my love to you will remain forever.
Goodbye, myself who cried until yesterday.
It’s a quiet night, wouldn’t you say?

....

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 17:04:09 GMT

Speechless..

cant find any word to describe this feeling..
how serene it looks..
in short
the pic already said everything..
like it♥

sunset beach

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 18:33:38 GMT

How i Miss beach
feeling the sand swept through my feet
smell the ocean
hearing all the waves and the birds
feel the wave through my feet
looking through the sunset
dancing on the beach
just looking
hearing
smelling
and feeling..

that is why i live
for this day..
to feel all the things
that i almost forgot...

stupid moment

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 19:44:49 GMT

i never felt so stupid before...

yesterday saomething happened...

so, i supposed to have a class at 11.30

when i cam to the class..

im kinda confused though, why it was full of guys.. cuz it was supposed to be a nutrition n diet theraphy class

and not many guys interested in taking that class...

after waiting for 10 min..

the prof was late

and i just realized that i entered to the wrong classs

WTH?!?!?!

it was humanities.. no wonder.. its full

so, after stayed 15 min i walked out after the prof gave us the sylabus...

i didn't said anything though.. just walked out...

it was embarasing u know to said anything that i entered a wrong class for a whole 15 min?!??!?!..

and when i read my scheduled

i read the wrong day.. i read the monday wed class..

that is why it was so unfamiliar...

damn

felt so stupid...

lucky im not gonna come to that class again...

grrrr...

picil so stupiddddd.....

MALU AKU... maluuu...

BROKE!!!

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 01:14:31 GMT

I'M BROKKEE!!!!

arghh...

wat happen with me in this couple months..
after i started working.. i should not spend any money..
but...

all my pay check is gone.. GONE!! GONE!!!

let me tell u that i didnt use it for useless stuff.. like clothes and all.. (yeah.. just 10% of it)

i went to change my inspection sticker
change my car oil
eye exam
and so many stuff to do...
grrrrrr....

and i need to change my tire too...
arghhhh!!!!

but i should get my paycheck on 20...
but i need it now..
maybe i could ask to give me more work shift this winter break..
so i can make moneyyy!!!!

arhhhgggghhhh!!!!
money money...

gone.. gone

im dead

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 06:21:50 GMT

tommorow!!!

gud bye world
gud bye life
gud bye money
gud bye cogan ( cool guys)

yep 2morow
im gonna be die!!
wakkkssss!!!

why?
do u want to know why????

because i was too occupied and excited on thanks giving holiday
i forgot to do my paper assignment that was due tommorow
andi have to check it to the writing center too...

but i havent started anything...

ummm actually i started couple of lines and now im stuckk
im DOOMED
DEAD
JUGOOOOO!!!

argghhhhhhh

and instead of wrtitng it..
i wrtie my own blog

yeah im absolutely dead...

wat kind of excuse do i have give..
hmmmm

dead dead dead
rip rip rip
bye byeeeeee
huhuhuhuhuhuh....

just gonna drop dead
burried my self
and sleep
wkakakkakaa
still ignorant as ever....